My goodbye party was great. Actually, everything was except the way Jonathan acted. He used to be my friend but this final month he's been a huge jerk, and it really showed during my party where he didn't speak to me until he left where he said 'see ya.' Really hurtful, but I'm coming home to people who love and care about me, so I really don't need him and his negativity in my life anymore. For everyone who reads this, Jonathan Avants is a huge jerk. And I ain't deleting that!
So, my bags are packed and they're hopefully waiting at the airport. My plane leaves tomorrow at 3:20 pm. Literally 25 hours from now. It really doesn't feel like I'm coming home. Just feels like my normal weekend trips to Tokyo. That's okay though! I'm not NEARLY as terrified as I was before I came here.... holy cow. Can't believe I even made it to Japan and accomplished everything I did. Truly a miracle.
I'm coming home a happier person. Let's be honest, before I left I was a terrible person. I wasn't nice to anyone. I was mean and short with people and horribly sarcastic and for that, I feel awful. Seriously, those of you who still stuck around and dealt with that, you shouldn't have. I guess some of you had to cause you're family, but it really means a lot to me. I'm embarrassed at the way I acted. I PROMISE that old person is freaking GONE. Actually, I noticed how Jonathan is so negative and I simply don't want to be like that anymore, nor do I want it in my life. So, give me one more chance!!!! PLEASE!!!!! ^____^
Nini did my hair in pigtails. And this country is so messed up everyone thought I looked adorable and not at all a fool. So I left it! Ahhh I'm gonna miss that girl!
